Sunday, October 6, 2013

My Eclectic Music Taste

     This afternoon I was in Target with my dad and I dragged him over to the music section where I spent nearly forty minutes showing him my favorite singers and explaining my favorite songs to him in detail. It was then that I truly realized my music is absolutely all over the place as I walked from section to section trying to find that one artist that was on my mind in that moment. My likes range from Hunter Hayes (who I'm currently listening to) to Kodaline and Taylor Swift to Michael Buble. A few more of my favorite artists and vocalists are Demi Lovato, John Mayer, Adele, Josh Groban, Ed Sheeran, and Rascal Flatts.
     With so many different styles and emotions that are put into various genres of music, there is always something for everyone and that is one of the things I love so much about it. Music is something that has got me through some tough times and I wouldn't change that for anything. No matter what anyone says, music will have had some affect on your life at least one point and time. Whether it be a score in a movie, a montage in a video, or just a song you hear on the radio, it will eventually provoke emotions you didn't even know you had.
     It's funny because music takes you through your whole life. A couple of years back I was obsessed with listening to The Jonas Brothers and though I still sing along when they come on my shuffle, they are no longer the most played artist on my iPod. Even though you and your music taste is constantly changing, music will forever be there to give you the option to let you change with it, and I find that an incredibly beautiful process of life in general.
     I find it a fantastic stress reliever, my personal study group, and a fellow fangirl, depending on what mood I'm in. Music will always be there for me when people aren't and for that, I am forever thankful.

Wednesday, October 2, 2013

The Meaning of the Necklace

     Last night we said goodbye to Ziva David. We said goodbye to the agent we all loved so much--the agent (and actress, Cote de Pablo) that gave us eight wonderful years. In the episode "Past, Present, and Future" and the ending of "Whiskey, Tango, Foxtrot" Ziva's necklace played quite a big part. In previous seasons it has been hinted and theorized that Tony gave Ziva her second Star of David necklace after her first was taken from her when she was captured in Somalia. With that being said, I'm going to write the rest of this blog based on that assumption.
     At the end of "Whiskey, Tango, Foxtrot" it was found that Ziva left her necklace at her father's old safe house, indicating that it was her that killed the men lying in the middle of the floor. As Tony sees her necklace sitting on the frame that holds a picture of her as a child, his face is washed with an expression of pain, worry, and confusion. That expression leads me to believe he was not only extremely worried for her in that moment because she has said before, "I'd rather die than to take this necklace off," as well as if he did give it to her it would have a huge meaning to them both. Now, flashing forward to last night's episode, "Past, Present, and Future," Tony asks the new director of Mossad, Orli, if he can have the necklace back. I'm not sure if he wanted the necklace just for the intention of giving it back or because there was that special connection to it.
     After spending months searching for his beloved partner, Tony returns the necklace which brings the response, "an old friend," and a faint smile from Ziva. I took from that line that as she had lost her heart while her and Tony were separated but now that Tony was back in her life, the friend has come back. After a tearful goodbye and Tony is on the plane back to D.C., Tony began working on his own "I Will" list and as he puts his pen back into his jacket pocket, he discovers the one and only necklace that was just waiting to be found.
     With these collections of scenes, moments, and lines, I can't stop thinking that Ziva is representing her necklace as her heart. Her putting it in his jacket pocket speaks to me like she was saying, "Even though I'm gone, my heart is yours. Keep it safe for me, okay?" Until Ziva comes back, this is the only thing that will keep me hanging on by a thread.